I am trying to figure out why I sabotage my reaching goals. I am a life time member of a weigh organization and the minute I reached my goal years ago, I put weight back on. A year and half I lost 100 pounds through another organization and the minute I was ten pounds to my goal I started putting the weight back on. I gained 40 of the pounds back. I have always had a low self esteem and was raised like I could never do anything right. I was never good enough or thought that. I was never good enough. Maybe that is why! Like I feel that I don’t deserve to win. This group is helping me grow closer to God and to see how special I am in God’s eyes. God is my father and He loves me so very much. Having God walk with me through this journey is making a BIG difference. Thank you Cathy. I am getting real with myself. I have lost 15 of those 40 pounds since on this program. This is my second time going through it and it is making a difference, a BIG difference.